Her story

It’s a story of a girl who fought with herself and people around to be accepted with her own way of life.A story of losing yourself and finding the new you. It’s a story of her another self. Though you can’t easily make peace with her ways but believe me seeing things around with her eyes will be a worthwhile experience.

Any form of resemblance of this story with any person living or dead could not just be a co-incidence. You are hell lot of a person. Believe me!

“Girl! What is wrong with you?” they asked and kept on asking her till she came out of her shell. Yes! She claims to live in a self-made shell, a shell that gives her warmth of never-ending selfless love, hope never rebounding and happiness and grief for no reason.  An absolute refuge that is kind enough to let her shed the tears so that no one can see her falling apart. She says her shell has no rules and boundaries for her dreams.

They ask her “what you do all the time?  What keeps you busy all day long? What is that which you are trying to create? Are you from a different world all together?

She smiled.

That gently curved smile is the sign of her acceptance. An acceptance safely close to a denial.

She feels that not every laugh need to be laughed at. Not every bad-mouthed need to be reverted with same anger. Not every love must be given back. Not every pain needs to be treated with courtesy. You don’t need to commensurate for each time you spend on someone.

Think about it! The last time you smiled just because you had to. Weren’t you any different?  What were you feeling at that very moment? Felt like running away, shouting from the rooftop and asking everyone else to be quite. Its completely fine to feel that way, to cry whole day and be aloof for weeks.

 Life is not a contract or an experiment for that matter with you expecting similar cause and effect each time. And it should not be. We all are painted with different shades hailing our unique past with the most loved and most hated emotions imprinted on our heart and mind. Let those be real!

Your ways of life should not be straitjacketed with you expecting everyone around you to smile and treat you gently always. Let there be some miscreants in your life, some broken hearts, some utterly pessimists and all forms of people you try and escape from.

Let you be loving on being hated, smiling on being criticized and accepting the cracks in them for the way they are.

She firmly believes there will be an acceptance someday. All in good time!